Hello 2010, Goodbye 2009...

Wow, it's the second day of 2010 already... I'm not really thrilled by the idea of new year actually, I'm no longer excited about growing up eversince I turned 25... Sob2 Y_Y

Anyway, I kind of sorting out my pics yesterday and I would love to share with you guys some of my fav 2009 moments which luckily preserved in all these pics... And yes, this pics might be slightly amateur-ish (a lot) since I'm the one who took it, but who cares, I love it nevertheless, hehhhe =P

This one is taken during the durian season at our kebun in Hulu Langat,
I don't eat durian actually but i don't want to miss all the fun, so when all of them eating durian, I'm busying around fancy myself a photographer instead, lalalala~

 

I took this pic during my visit to Aquaria, KLCC with my little sisters last May...
They still kept their hair long at that time, so kawaiii @_@...Too bad, I don't really
inherited my parents curly hair like both of them, sob2 T-T

This pic represent my girly nights with my bff week @ Marriot Bukit Bintang, it's so freaking awesome, I don't mind trading any of my shoes to re-live it, hehe ^_~

 

I heart this pic so much not because I won the Transformer's 2 Premiere tickets because of it, but it's really2 hilarious to actually asked them standing still for more than 5 seconds, I even go as far as bribing, hikhikhik n_n

This pic was taken at the outside gate of the Istana during our recent visit to Kedah, the guards is really2 mean, but we try our best to ignore him completely and continue doing silly poses just to infuriated him, hahahha =D

If Only...

With the new year approaching, I can't help but looking back at all the things happened this year... My 2009 resolution included of course... What I have achieved so far and what did I missed, the ups and the downs, the highs and the lows...

It's quite frustrating to know that somehow you're not among the lucky one, the one who got everything fall smoothly on their laps without trying too hard... Anyway, I'm not gonna fret about how unfair life is, I'm just a little too excited to discover that I actually do achieved some of my 2009 resolution...

• Saving money instead of spending it... ----------> errr, this will be on the top of my next year resolution list, I can promise you guys that ^_^
• Learn how to swim... -------------> erm, baby steps, huhu~
• Learn how to cook... -------------> I'm still sucks but I will start buying more cookbook next year, hahaha =D
• Learn how to play guitar... ----------> @_@ I do learn how to play guitar eventhough it cost me my fingers, sob2 T_T
• Bungae jumping... -------------------> I'm not sure if its even possible in Msia, Y-Y
• Join dancing class... ---------------> I haven't succeed in persuading anyone to come with me yet, ^_~
• Get myself a NICE boyfriend... --------------> selfless man is so RARE, huh~
• Join a marathon ??? ---------------> I do join a marathon earlier this year, I can prove it, hehhhe =)
• Lead a healthier and happier life... ----------> I try not to eat lots of spicy food anymore, but I still can't totally escape sweet stuff, I just can't resist when it comes to dessert =P

See what I meant??? I do get some of it right at least, I'm so very proud of myself, ^_~ (I'm allowed to feel a little smug here, heehee =P) If only I can get everything on my list come true... *-*

The last goodbye...

dancing in the day-light =D


walking skeletons =P


belle of the ball n_n


all the graduates.. ^_~


with Fiza =)

with Danish @_@

I missed my old job, i missed the way all the kids looking up to me, trusting me and adore me like I'm some kind of a godsend... But most of all, I missed the way people treat me and believe in my abilities... I'm freaking good at it, I know I do... Teaching and sharing knowledge has always been my passion since forever... I got as much excitement as hunting for the perfect shoes just by thinking of new activities for my students...I never got the chances to properly say my goodbye to all of them before, so when my previous boss send me the invitation to their graduation, I'm more than happy to oblige... I'm a little afraid of course, I'm afraid they won't remember me as well as I do remember them... But I need this, I need to feel alive like I used to feel before...

It's not that my current job is that bad, it's quite okay actually but I'm not used to people treat me like I'm nothing more than a mere girl whose existence may or may not affected them at all... I'm so used to feel needed and wanted at home or at work... I hate it when I didn't get enough respect as I should just because I happened to be in lower position than them... I hate it when my ideas and creativity wasn't welcome here... It almost get to the extent that I just gave up and acting just to get through the day... I can't be myself, my jubilant self, the real me that everyone knew... Omg, I just hate my job!!!

Anyway, back to the kids graduation, I feel happy to be part of them again eventhough it's for a short period only, they still recognize me but a little wary and reserved than they used to... It's not for long however, the second I start making my funny faces, they let all their guards down and I'm once again Teacher Ayna that they once knew...

I'm glad that little thing like this making my day felt so much better... I can't help feeling unnatural sense of awe and proud watching them dancing, singing and acting like there's no tomorrow... I'm a little sad when it's all over, but live goes on and I have no choice but to say my last goodbye... Y_Y sob2

Conspiracy theory...

 

mcdreamy

 VS

mcsteamy
 
 

I know most of you out there will probably feel like throwing up reading anything about vampires and werewolves already but I think I need to post about this to get it out of my system, hehhee =P Most of my guy friends were wondering what do all the girls see in these 2 men??? Why they are soooo obsessed with Edward Cullen and not Jacob Black??? I'm gonna tell you why...

I might not be right and fair about this but I've come up with another theory which is quite similar to my previous theory in this post The same rules applies here, Edward represent someone solid, faithful, intense, and quiet just like Liverpool fans, meanwhile Jacob represent someone daring, bad tempered, loud and fun just like Manchester Utd fans... (you are allowed to puke now, hahaha =D)

Of course given the choices, most of the ladies will pick the most stable one right??? But they can't really shake away their attraction to the dangerous one... Which one I'll choose for myself??? ahha, it's for me to know and for you to find out, wink2 ^_~

p.s : I just wish I can have them both, hehee @_@

Lash out...

I never dream of using fake lashes before cause I always opted for more natural look... Besides, I think the over the top lashes are better saved for once in a lifetime event such as your own wedding or maybe special occasion...

Well, not anymore!!! After I heard about Shu Uemura crazy bargain in Loreal's warehouse sales, I just can't help myself to finally own the Shu Uemura's fake lashes... Thanks to Miu2, I managed to get my hands on couple of them at a very reasonable price @_@ I wish I'm daring enough to get more exaggerate pieces, perhaps after I'm invited to Academy Award's, hahha =D (keep on dreaming, Ayna =P)

mine, hehhhe ^_~


I heart this lashes so much!!! very unique & stylish... n_n

Make up my mind...

Wow, I can't believe I've been neglecting my blog for so long... I'm quite busy actually juggling everything in between from my part time studies, my family, my works to my friends (not that I'm complaining, ^_~) and I almost have no time to hanging out with my guy-friends, huhu~ maybe I'm experiencing some kind of distaste for men right now after fallen head over heels for Jacob's gorgeous body smile??? hehhhe =P

Anyway, I managed to squeeze my time to participate in 2 workshops this month... The first one is the Clarins's Power To Try Workshop courtesy of my dear friend, Miu2 and the other one is the Good Skin Lab's Workshop which reserved by one of my blogger friend, Jess... Thank you so much girls, I enjoyed both workshops tremendously especially their generous freebies and all the knowledge that I hardly knew before and also the fact that I met lots of bloggers along the way... I never thought how powerful our breed are, hahhaha =D

Since I've no pics to show you guys due to the absence of my digicam, I just posted pics of the freebies from my other blogger friends, Cuna, Harim and Baby... Eat your heart out guys, hehhhe @_@

The Clarins's freebies... n_n

Good Skin Lab's door gift... @_@

I like this pic of us, hehhe ^_~

Closure...

I always believe with the "closure" concept thing which so many people preach on in order to get passed those bitterness and hard feelings... I get my closure just now but it doesn't make me feel any better, I just wish I never knew anything at all... It's true you know, ignorance is sometimes a bliss, please remind me everytime I make a big deal about closure in the future, huhu~

Not Ready To Make Nice...

This week is totally a roller coaster ride for me, when I'm happy, I'm very2 happy but when I'm sad, it's the lowest down I had... My facebook status this week are full of emotional burst of anger and also happiest moment I experienced, maybe it's the pms (thank god women can always put the blame on pms, hahaha =D )

To tell you guys the truth, I'm not really an angry person by nature, I hardly get angry with someone for a long time, it's kind of frustrating actually because when I'm angry, I just don't give a damn about anyone else, it's cooler and better than get your heart trampled over and over again, huh~ =_=

I'm angry with a lot of people this week, people who call themselves my friends but doesn't deserve my friendship at all, people who just can't leave me alone and people who judge me just because they think they are so much better... Well, you know what, I'm not gonna be nice to any of you again, you guys just lost my respect forever... Adios muchachos, dude~