Driving Miss Daisy...

After years and years just watching from the sidelines, today I finally gathered up my courage to drive again... And surprisingly, I'm really2 enjoying the ride, hehhhe ^_^ I drove to Semenyih and feasting my eyes on the very picturesque view... It's a very refreshing atmosphere and just what I need to kick start the 2009...

This year, I'm eager to get over all of my stupid paranoia and prove to everyone what I'm really capable of... The "incident" has long since forgotten, and I guess it's the perfect time to move on... Even it still can make me cringe to think about it, I know it's all just a whisper in my head...

I need a little nudge sometimes to make me realized how coward I can be... I've let it haunts my life forever and I just can't figured out how to undo it... I'm not exactly meek and weak, I used to be daredevil, unpredictable and brave enough to challenge myself but I've let one moment of weakness ruled my judgement... And I really2 wish today will be the start of the new me, someone that I hope still exist inside of me... Just how am I gonna let it resurface back? Only god can tell...